Confused

Well now. There're so many things and I'm so confused so I shall thrash it all out here.

Number 1: As you all know, I am now working for Drinkdings as a business developer. Basically what I do is, I go to shopping malls and I search for shops which might be interested in selling our Drinkdings products. So, after they're interested of course I will handle the stocks going in every week or so. Also, I will have to call clients and travel round alot. Pay is $5 an hour, and my transport will be paid for, with 1% commission from the stores. Altogether it'll probably be $400-500 a month. So...as the pay is..not so great, I want to be able to earn a better monthly income. But as things are just starting to pick up for me, I will feel a little guilty leaving the company. I do hope they still let me do part-time bar tending. ><

Number 2: Not so many of you will know, that I have applied for a job in Goody Books (where Low Kay Hua works). My duties will be very pressurized, and there will be lots to learn as well as lots to do. I will also get bonuses if I manage to meet my targets regularly. For the first month, I will be getting $850 basic pay. Plus bonuses and all, they claim that I will be able to get $1000 and above a month. Now. That is amazing and it means I will be able to get my guinea pig and Nikon D5000 soon. But I am really afraid of the stress and what it will do to me. I will ne extensive training because of my lack of experience in this field. I'm totally green! Also, if I don't do well in the first month I might just be fired. That will leave me financially crippled. D: Anyway, there is no point worrying now cos I have got an interview for the job on Monday. Did someone say nervous? You bet I am. Oh..my mom said not to count on the company paying me $1000 with the bonuses but yaknow, it still pays more than my current job.

Number 3: Also something not many of you would know. (I think only about 5 people know) I have started on a diet with some huge company. They claim to help you to lose weight and there are real life examples who I have actually met and spoken to. So, I am on the Herbalife diet. And I have just become a distributor. Like, I have signed up for the 25% discount and I realised that I can also sell my products to people and earn 25% off them. Now that is a very good deal and would come in handy when I stop work and go to uni. However, the thing is, I will be able to get my products at 50% off if I invest more money. So..should I? I have looked at the brochures and magazines that come with being a distributor and have come to a conclusion that I should not sell anything till I become a success story myself. It will also be worthy to note that I can sell through the internet which doesn't require me to work full time. Also, those who do full-time eventually get enough customers do earn up to $40 000 a month. I don't really aim for that much cos it's not what I want to do in life but a few hundred could come in handy.

So there you go, all of my life's problems kinda put on the table. It's all about work and I am just quite confused. For the Herbalife, I should just not get the 50% off first till I am a success story myself and have enough money in the bank. Yes, I will do that.

But if there is anything you want to add in, let me know alright?

Show and Tell Tuesday

Today, I went to teach tuition as before. Actually, all I wanted to say was, I have decided to make "Nom nom nom" sounds in my head whenever I eat. ^_^

The deciding factor? MLIA It's an amazing website which I absolutely love.

Arrr!

Ahoy me mateys! I be a pirate! Arrr!

I really have to brush up on my olde English.

Wheee!

Hello! I went to the Chun Dao He Pan (Spring at the Riverside?) and had malt candy which was amazing :D
Too bad I dropped it before I finished it :(

Over the past few days, I've learnt that:
-trying to wear fitting denim can be abit of a b1tch when my thighs are damp from the shower, sweat, or a mixture of both.
-trying to wear clothes in general can be abit of a b1tch when I'm damp from the shower, sweat or a mixture of both.

Also, my appetite has really dropped drastically. I'm very sure that this time last year I will have eaten at least four times at much as I ate this year. I'm sure it's a good thing. Maybe now I will be able to lose weight. ^_^

I have discovered a new smiley. It's a huggy smiley. (>^_^)> See? It's reaching out for a hug.

(>^_^)> <(^_^<)

They're gonna hug. :D

(>T_T)> That smiley wants a hug. Awwww ..

That's all for today. Byee and have a great Year of the Tiger! RWAR!

Happy Chinese New Year!

On New Year eve, I have (in chronological order):

-Showered
-Tidied up my bookshelf
-Tidied my table
-Tidied my sister's dresser
-Tidied our shelves
-Tidied my sister's table
-Completely wiped down my room
-Re-arranged the glow-in-the-dark stars and whatnot all over my room
-Took that dusty old crane and fish from the ceiling (it's been there for about 6 years)
-Read X-men on Marvel comics
-Watched my mom cook our reunion dinner and helping her
-Cleaned the dining table (under the glass and all) with my mom
-Wrapped the dining table up with my mom
-Displayed mandarin oranges with my mom
-Showered
-Changed me and my sister's bedsheets
-Flipped the mattress over on both beds
-Changed my mom's bedsheets for her

That's it so far, I have to go downstairs when my mom has finished her shower so that we can decorate the cookies. I also have to do my nails too!

Mother Nature

Mother Nature dropped me a charming little present,
Right onto my lap in the middle of a lesson.
How charming.
How inconvenient.

And the cycle repeats itself.

My Imperfections

It kinda bothers me how...

My right calf is smaller than my left calf but my right thigh is bigger than my left thigh.

My right forearm is smaller than my left forearm but my right upper arm is larger than my left upper arm.

It bothers me when my stomach wobbles while I walk (sometimes).

It bothers me that my hips are so large, even XXL sizes can't fit me in jeans. And those which do, don't look good.

It bothers me how I have incredibly stubby fingers which will not look good with rings.

It bothers me how my hair will look dry and scruffy no matter what I do with it.

Lots of things bother me and I can go on and on. But I just have to try to change the parts that I can change, and accept the parts that might not change.

Cos that's all I can do ^^

:D

I've got the positions of the archives sorted! ^_^ I might just take a screen shot of it all.

Also, for those who have been long-time followers, Mao Er is back!! Yaayy. I missed her.

She's one cute kitty that one.

New Skin

I've got a new blogskin!

You know, for the amount of times I've changed it I should really archive all the blogskins. Just in case I want to go back to it for old times sake. Well I shall start tomorrow. It's 12.16am and I have to wake up in less than 7 hours.

Byeeee!

(I even managed to figure out how to position the boxes and change the font size. The position of my archives are really bothering me though. My profile should be up there first, then my wish list, then my tagbox and finally the archives.)

Yawning

Let me tell you guys something. Yawning without covering your mouth is NOT attractive. I saw a woman standing in front of me yawning hugely.

Let's just say that it was not a pretty sight. I could see waay past the ridges on the top of her mouth, and into the tonsils near her throat. Now, hardly anything ever turns my stomach. But the sight of that made me want to heave the contents of my breakfast (bread, cheese and water) on her.

To make things worse, she started to pick at the dry skin on her lips. Excuse me while I puke.

*pukes*

As I watched a piece of dry skin flutter down onto the ground. I feel a rising urge to shout at her. Oh, nothing much. Maybe something along the lines of

"What on earth are you doing?! Have your parents ever told you that it's such bad manners? More over, it's totally and utterly DISGUSTING!"

Yes, that's the gist of it.

Well I have already blogged on my tumblr account (about the same topic). So I guess I better go here. Still gotta wake up bright and early for work tomorrow. (Yippeee)

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I don't quite know why, but I feel so unsettled! Like I want to eat and eat and eat.

I feel so frustrated like there's something I've forgotten but I can't remember what it is and everything that needs to be done is pretty much done!

I blame my mom for telling me to do things again and again until I keep thinking there's something I've left out.

Me. My. I. Myself.

Sometimes to be happy we have to be slightly more selfish. (apply where appropriate)