I have worked myself sick. Got to take it easy from now to prevent the onset of fever.
On the bus home, it was really cold and instantly I thought of all the times Ryan let me hug him on the inside of his coat so that I'll be able to warm up from his body heat. I hate missing him so much. So I shall move on.
Who knows, I may even save up to move to NI for about a year after I serve my bond with the teaching place.
Maybe it'll be for Ryan.
Maybe by then I'll go purely because I miss my amazing friends and family situated there.
Maybe it'll even be for the miserable weather and for amazing Christmases and Easter.
Who knows what the future may bring? I shall move on, and I will.